I want babies.
But i don’t want them.
And nothing in me is interested in childbirth.
I want to adopt.
But i also wanna experience pregnancy.
But i don’t really wanna be pregnant.
I don’t feel like i’m going to be one of those people who feels like they “missed out on something” by not having kids.
Hell i don’t even feel like i’d be missing anything by not getting married.
But i still sorta want all those things.
Damn social conditioning.