So like i said, i'm looking for a job. My first job as a "professional" in my field. I'd be lying if i didn't say the whole situation has me scared out of my wits. What if i can't find a job? What if i do find a job and i realize i hate it? What if I do find a job but it doesn't pay enough to sustain me? What if i can only find a job a million miles away?
Then there are the lifetime what ifs...do i want to be a "lifer" (stay in the same job or at the same institution until its time to retire)? What of my spouse...student affairs is a "move up and move out" profession, most people don't stay in any position or at any institution for too long...how will that effect my familial life?
Obviously i can't let all those 'what ifs' stop me cuz i still very much so need to find gainful employment
But lets not put the cart before the horse. I need to freaking pass this last class and my exams so i can graduate first.
Prayers, well-wishes, hugs