Sometimes i just sit and wonder, how did i even get here. How did we get to this point. What happened to lead to this situation/conclusion. I mean, one day everything was peaches and the next thing you know everything is apples and your left wondering what the hell...how did that ish happen? Maybe i should have taken that left turn at Albuquerque (Bugs Bunny Reference)!
Well im there now. I don't want to call it a crossroads
The truth is, even though i don't know how i got to this "point" i do know what i should do. I just gotta grow a pair and actually do it. But its not easy. :(